Wednesday, August 15, 2012
I have been so determined to get back here and have something worthwhile to say.
It's not that I have nothing to tell, it's that the the stories are stuck in my throat. Or is it that they are stuck in the moderating room, or have been left on the cutting room floor by a merciless editor?
Life has got me in a choke hold. One day I've got the tiger by it's tail. The next that tiger is swinging me by my Adam's apple.
Okay, that's weird.
One thing I'm sure of, I feel nothing, remotely, like the tranquil perfection depicted in this photograph I took at the lake the other morning.
As I gazed upon it, in awe, and snapped a photo of it, I was sharing, basking in the aura of peace that oozed out of ever molecule of stillness around me. But now that I've pried myself out of that lazy, awe-struck limbo and back into the real world of PTA e-mails talking about First Day of School celebrations, late bills and overdue calls to the vet,.....not so much.